Suddenly

suddenly
Nov 3, '07 6:07 AM PST
when I stop rushing
when I stop working by the candle late night
I suddenly feel
the empty
the lonely
suddenly think
this is all for what?
where is the circle of one going
suddenly...
hope gives rise
and as quickly is dashed
I lay down on my side
and sigh
the tears trickle with sounds
making a choice
to one more day
get back in the circle
hope and vision
for a circle of two